Diana's Diary Reboot Entry 8
So I’ll start with the bad news: I’m suspended. I know, right?! I can barely believe it as I write that sentence. Considering I’m a straight A student, it’s pretty unreal. But then again, these days nothing is impossible.
Of course, it’s all because of stupid Miss Dawson. Or Nicole-Miranda Snell. Or Nee Mee, as Morgan’s sister calls her (I know, worst name ever). Cassie, Morgan, and I finally got a chance to talk to Jasmine, but we had to miss Spanish class to do it. Normally, I’d be super worried about not having perfect class attendance, but these times aren’t normal. When we got back, I knew we had to confront Mr. Lane about Miss Dawson’s secretive past, and we did. But he didn’t believe us like I thought he would. Instead, he got us in trouble for missing class, and BAM - just like that, all three of us are suspended.
I feel like I’m supposed to be freaking out about this. I mean, being suspended is bad. But at the same time, I kind of feel like Mr. Lane is in the wrong, not me. We may have had to miss a class to find out about Miss Dawson, but we’re doing the right thing in getting to the truth. Also, it’s not so bad to get to spend time with Cassie and Morgan.
I keep thinking about what Jasmine said, about Nee Mee being an outcast in high school. Jasmine was saying that it maybe influenced how Nee Mee is being now, and how Jasmine feels bad for how she treated her, even though it was years ago. During that conversation, I was thinking about how I’ve been feeling about things with Cassie. I’ve really been enjoying having our friendship back, but I wonder how it affected her when I was so mean earlier this year. A part of me wants to apologize, but a bigger part of me wants to just forget it ever happened. Plus, do I ever want to really let go of the side of me that loves revenge?!
Well, now it’s time to binge-watch Riverdale and cross my fingers I don’t have to repeat history again next semester. Hoping for the best.